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Well it’s a good thing I don’t get paid for blogging because I would be not getting paid or on the slacker side of thinking I would be making more per issue than if I were putting something up everyday.

So why haven’t I been writing. Glad you asked and if you didn’t I’m going to pretend that you did and tell you any way.

One and this is the main reason, introspection. I’ve been deep in the dark places peering into the abyss looking for answers in the black. I tend to get lost there because while it is creepy, dark and forbidding, I know it’s creepy, dark and forbidding and that bad things happen there all the time for no reason. Better to know than not see it coming.

There is that, while I’m not at the edge I’m really never far from it. All though I know from here there is a ledge down in the abyss you can’t see it but it’s there when you hit there it will hurt and getting back from there is nearly impossible.

Two, yes there is a two, distraction. Yes I’ve been distracted and not with anything particularly important either. In fact the distraction pushed me a bit further into the introspection.

Three, too much to say. Yes it is possible. The gear box is always spinning. I don’t know how when you ask someone what are you thinking and they say nothing. Nothing? Seriously how can you be thinking nothing! It isn’t possible to be thinking nothing or if it is I don’t know how to not be thinking nothing. Anyone thinking nothing? I call bullshit.

Four, well it’s not really a reason but a problem but more of a mathematically problem with people. It’s complicated and not the first time I’ve been in this problem. I know what the answer isn’t but I do know what the answer is from one side of the equation. But there are two sides to the equation and sub parts as well. I don’t know those answers so I vote for distraction which leads to further introspection which leads to more thinking and things to say and not knowing how to say them. You know?

Five is the OFUC thing so there is that but it is really tied to the others so is a sub part.

Six, I have been writing and then deleting it.


In other news…

I did exactly what I wanted this weekend. If I thought about doing something and I didn’t want to do it I didn’t. So I did pretty much nothing all weekend. Yup. I did nothing. Not a damn thing which I’ll regret later and it will lead to more introspection but for now I’m still doing nothing. Well you know until later when I’ll be doing something but I’m still thinking.


That’s all for now other stuff tomorrow, have a great day and play nice in the neighborhood.

Ciao,