Just a bunch of stuff

Finding time, losing time, wasting time, time flies, out of time, I’ve got no time, out of time, time out, time in, how much time, when will we ever find the time.

It isn’t a commodity but sometimes we treat it as if it were. I think sometimes I don’t have the time to do this or that.

It isn’t that time is the issue we just aren’t willing to commit ourselves to that task for an estimated amount of time.

I think one of the reasons that I don’t like working with others or waiting on others is that it takes time away from other things that need to be done or that I want to get done or do.

It isn’t so much a control thing as it is a matter of wanting to keep everyone happy.

Part of my personality is that I see the benefit to both sides of a choice. Then if possible I want to do both provided that they are both legal.

I have trouble saying no to people in certain situations. I don’t in others it all depends on the issue.

However I know one of my largest sources of stress is lateness of others. I know what I’m doing and I do try to keep my schedules that I make with others because I see it as an insult to the person to waste their time. I certainly feel that way about people who are late that they do not respect me enough to be on time.

However I know some times that there are deadlines and time tables that are just meaningless and have no point other than someone else exerting their control over you.
Usually they attach some reward for you all them to have that control..

I see this as an area where I need to improve upon because I will develop temporary Tourette’s syndrome when someone is late and I’m sure my blood pressure is not at respectable levels.

This loss of composure isn’t always evident but other times it is certainly very visible I may as well be holding a sign that says horrible mean ugly and nasty things about the person because it is in my body posture even if I say the polite thing, oh it’s ok. When inside I’m screaming oh no it is not ok bleepity bleep bleep.

Being that patience is a part of mindfulness and how you let this effect your view, speech and action are certainly tested by your current state of mind.

I try to laugh at myself at those times and find a way to approach it in a meaningful way which resolves the problem at hand and then how to prevent the issue from reoccurring later.

When I figure it all out I’ll write a book about it and make lots of money until then I do try to avoid those Tourette’s moments

Well, that’s all for now, other stuff tomorrow most likely

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