Don't do it

So it's Monday again and things aren't what you would call running smoothly. However things could be worse. I am really wondering about my life and the many things that one can choose to do or usually choose not to do. The latter is more often the case we choose not to take risks because we will look foolish or others will say we aren't good enough for that or it can't be done. So we don't even try.

I think about this and have looked back at my life. The times when I was the happiest were when I said I am going to do this or that and not be one of the herd. I don't like the clanging of the other bells near me. I have fallen prey to the easier path and fallen into the herd I need to fight my way back out. It will be hard to do but I am going to do it. The hell with the herd they aren't going where I want to go so who cares if the path is easy.