Work and my life

So I am in the mood to write again. I am wondering where to start. I look at my life and I think I haven't done anything with it. Time keeps marching by and everyday goes by and I see all the things that I didn't get done for the day. Then at other times I think I have done a great deal with my life I have traveled to Europe, Africa, Asia(western), North and South America. So as the world goes I have been to most every major area at least once in my life I plan to go to Australia at some point and If I find the opportunity Antarctica -- I doubt that I will find the opportunity to go there. I have been 20 countries in the world and nearly all the states in the U.S.

I was in the military and received an honorable discharge after my enlistment.
I have two college degrees and have taught at a large University. I played sports in high school and college, I was also on the deans list 6 of 7 semesters in undergraduate school. I had to screw off one semester I graduated early from college which few do now a days and early from grad school.

I guess the biggest thing is that I remain unfulfilled by the things that I have done in my life. So I look back at the life I have lead and I think yeah so that isn't all that. or wow what a waste of time this has all been in the whole scheme of things.

I don't know if people would say that I was a happy person or not and oddly enough I don't have friends that I hang out with I know hundreds of people, including a friend from school who is now the assistant attorney general for a state. We talk when ever we run in to each other. I know two federal judges in South America and spent time with them a few months ago. I have friends on four continents but we never see each other.

I go home after work --to do work for another job. I work that job and come home to do house work. Someone has to do the laundry, dishes, etc.

I still ski -- but this year I didn't make time to do that I really hate that too. I wish I had made the time to go because that was recently the only thing that I did that was not work -- but that has even been work in the past when I was working as a ski instructor. So my favorite recreational activity wasn't really recreation it was work.

I don't know why I work so much -- I'm actually doing a bit of avoidance by not working on things right now --that's right you guessed it -- I'm at work. I'm always at work --that is the odd thing -- because if I'm not at work I feel like I should be or if I'm not working I think of all the things that need to be done. Like now I'm thinking there is work to be done. and there really is so I do have end this here.

Maybe I will find something I like that isn't work related.