Friday, April 6, 2001

I'm not supposed to be here

So I'm at work again--this is the only place right now that I can access the net and do this stuff. Planning on getting hooked up at home soon, but who knows. I know this girl and I have been trying to go out with her for awhile now. We have been out a few times with other people around, you know the group thing -- then every time we got a minute alone something else would happen and someone would come back in and hang out for awhile.

Work here is alright--I'm actually not even supposed to be here. Sounds like something from a movie.

But here I am doing the work thing. I watch the people. They go here and there look at this and that. I work in a Museum by the way so I get to see interesting stuff sometimes. One of the guys here caught one couple that was totally moved by the art and just had to express themselves in the museum. Well I think there might actually be laws against doing that in public.

I watched an older movie today "Lord of the Flies" that was very interesting I've read the book a few times once in high school and another time in college. That's why I didn't see the movie. But now that I did watch it I liked it. The story really can make you angry watching it and reading it, the emotional value, the unfairness and wanting to step in and help Ralph and Piggy against Jack.

Life is odd that way we see injustices everywhere and we talk about them. However when most of us are actually faced with defending those who are unjustly treated we don't. And sometimes those who need the help don't want it and get mad at you for wanting to help them out of a jam. Odd huh

A friend was looking for a word to describe a feeling she was having. Melancholy is probably the best way to describe the way you said you felt. She will know who she is if she read this.
Well that's about it for now.

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