A far off friend

So the other day I am thinking back about college and a girl that I had several classes with during my time there.

We graduated at the same time she went on to law school and I to a fairly decent job in the juvenile justice system.

So I have her number and I call her up and ask how she is doing? She is teaching still and doing alright -- but she isn't sure about how much longer her job is going to last.

Oddly during the conversation she kept alluding to one of the last times that I saw her in law school. She didn't try to do anything but told me later in a phone call that had I stayed five more minutes that I would have had to stay a lot longer.

Normally that wouldn't shock me -- but you see my friend was and still is married. She and I have never had that type of relationship and it took me by surprise that she boldly has declared a part of herself that wanted to be wild -- because she was always fairly reserved --
later in another conversation she admitted to have a lot of dreams about me and that her husband was not particularly fond of me because she talked about me more than he liked.

I have never figured this one out and the topic seems to keep coming up and is hinted around everytime I talk to her. Even yesterday.

I think she is happy in her relationship with her husband and they have been together for a very long time. She has admitted to me that she did have a thing with another student while she was in law school -- I thought that that was odd --because outside of them I am the only one who knows about the incident or at least Im the only person that she has told. Now anyone who reads this knows too but you don't know who and who knows how many lawyers there are in the world.

She and I still remain friends and most likely will for quite awhile but I will never understand that part of her or why she needs to tell me these things. who knows