The further adventures of Invisible Don King of the Bastards

What to write about today?
what to say hmmmmmmmm
well first
Thanks to Isabel for signing my guest book -- I know I usually wait for someone else to go in or out at auto doors but you can get pinched in them if you don't hurry
I just love getting stuff in my guest book --its like getting a new present or at least to me so that's all that matters anyway
I'm in a funny mood today I think today is worse for being back to work because the grind has actually started back up
Yesterday wasn't so bad --everyone was like oh how was your trip -- did you have a good time -- what did you do
and here I got to relive part of it by telling everyone about it so it was really like another day of vacation
But now I'm back at work *sigh*
the desk is the same --minus the dust well most of the dust
I also noticed that there is a snoop in the office because several of my files were out of order --see it pays to be anal about some things but I don't know who or did it and the s(()*^(*)%*&%)
well enough of that -- there is a herd of dinosaurs outside my office now well not just out side but rather near there
The T-REX is supposed to do something but they haven't turned it on yet --most likely it will be a very annoying noise -- the new exhibits are cool when they first get here but after a few weeks you just don't care for most of it.
some examples
we had an exhibit on microbes --part of one the exhibits was a video tape which played a loop and no matter when I walked by the thing it was on the part that said "it came from dirt"
well hows that for an ego boost
Then there was the Tar Pit exhibit -- which had a north American giant sloth and saber tooth cat robots the cat was attacking the the sloth -- every couple of minutes ROAR ARRGGHGAH ROAR ARRGGHAH-- it is mind numbing after awhile
the Tar Pit one was cool because I actually got to hold a real saber tooth cat skull -- let me tell you, you don't want to run into one of these kitty kats -- the saber teeth fangs are huge --good thing they are all dead -- well maybe not they would make hunting a bit more sporting
Sure you can go kill the dear but you just might be stalked while you're out there
That reminds me of the clip for the "when animals attack" thing that was on FOX -- if you saw this most of the time it wasn't the animals fault --some "DUMBASS" is out there in the woods and wants to be the Croc hunter or Jim from wild kingdom
I fully support the Darwin Awards -- the gene pool has to be thinned out some how and why not give the yo yos some credit on their way out
It's like the joke
Q: what's the last thing a redneck says
A: Hey you all watch me do this
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Warning sudden mood change dead ahead
Enter at your own risk
if you Read on don't hold this against me this is years of rage boiling to the surface
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Well my train of thought just got side tracked like hell -- My mother called and is acting like nothing is wrong between us and that she didn't say I was a worthless fucking piece of shit only out for my own interest in life just a few months ago but that wasn't' the first time those words have exited her lips in a comment toward me
f(*^)*&) that is just what I need for an in between kind of day anyway
I really feel like having a swearing fest right about now I could just write F&*% over and over again and pound them all out on the keys
Why is it that parents presume that once they decide enough time has past that everything has a specific statute of limitations on their children to be upset or angry. Its like to them that our feeling have a fucking expiration date stamped on them
-- however you cross them line with them once it will be forever and always a topic of how you are not a good son -- a royal fuck up -- a SOB -- or that new title that I have been dubbed by my brother the peacemaker "King of the Bastards"
Example I'm 17 I take the family car and I'm out all night I go to a friends house park and I am inside all night not driving -- well their view on this is that I am so F'n lucky we didn't call the cops on you, you dumb SOB and I am still considered to be a car thief -- for example anytime the car keys to any vehicle end up missing or misplaced while I'm visiting it is what did you do with the keys --no oh have you seen the keys I could just walk in the door and have just been driving my own POS thank you very much and it is my fault that the keys are gone from a house I haven't been in for the last six months until this very minute.
Well not to mention that my father tells my bother "the other one" that he is not going to repay a loan he has out that I had co-sign on just to fuck me "
now that is me quoting him -- so he defaults I get to have the big money sucking IV jabbed into my arm
You know I'm such an insensitive uncaring fuck that I signed that loan so they could keep their business on which they owed this giant amount of back taxes on --which I'm sure is my fault I just don't know it yet
Oh and I'm the fucking ungrateful son for asking my father to explain why he was going around asking people "where the Fuck I was at my grandmothers funeral when I was right behind him sitting with his sister and his mother thank you very much --why don't you ask them
and my mother blaming me because she and her mother had a shitty relationship --
oh OK I'm not the one that lived next door to the woman and never walked across the yard to visit for six months at a time
Oh and it is a cop out because I move the hell away from the freakin' styx in BFE WV to find a job somewhere and I can't come up and visit every weekend or another time I have off -- If the freakin' peacemaker didn't work for you, you wouldn't see him either lets see how often did he come off the hill he lives on to visit you or grandma --hmmmmmmmm none that is a real easy answer
but I'm the king of the bastards I'm the SOB I'm the worthless son
But I can wait for hell to freeze over before I get an apology from them Dad's exact words
You know you can only tell some one they are worthless so long before they no longer want to have anything to do with you.
Well I was beginning to wonder where my feelings were on all of this and now I know --
so I don't have a decent family back ground so what
-- I like me and as far as they go well they are there and I am here and I like it that way
Just don't call me anymore and I won't be calling you --
I think it would be good if they just forgot that I'm around it should be easy for them as much anger as I seem to cause them you would think they would be glad to be rid of me-- but I guess they still need to have some kind of whipping boy around
well I'm out of here and hopefully I will be in a better mood tomorrow
I wonder can you legally stop your parents from referring to you as a relative and bothering you?