Thursday, July 9, 2009

Well, Hello Nurse...

I missed another day, not because I didn’t have anything to say, just that I ended up with too much on my mind and trying to clear the butterflies only resulted in more and more and more in my line of sight. Unfortunately that did not give me any clearer answers to the questions that I have rolling around in my head.

Still the haunting questions rattle around in there. There are easy answers to the problems but they only serve to end one problem but create new ones. Like the hydra as one head falls two grow in the place of the one. Now I’m swimming in blood of the attempts to move forward and my problems exist.

Picking my words more carefully now too. This is to be ever more cryptic about some things. I know, I know… you’re thinking , Dude we have no clue what you’re talking about most of the time anyway there is no need to be more cryptic.

Well that may be true and while I think my metaphors and cryptic speak is a thin veil at times and can easily be deciphered. Perhaps not … still caution is the watch word about some topics.

I’ll figure it out soon. I suppose what baffles me more is that why people look at something that works and then decide that I have a better way to do this and then rather than discuss this with those who know just plunge forward. This makes about as much sense as setting fire to the house to get rid of the dirt.

Poison in the air is the best way I can say it. There is no way to avoid it, you’ll die eventually. Then those who can effect change only see the symptoms of the disease and entrust the ill equipped to cure the problem. As in you don’t put a band-aid on an arterial wound. It just doesn’t work. Oh perhaps see why is it that everyone is bleeding to degrees but they are all arterial wounds. However the only thing anyone is looking at is large pools of blood and not what is causing them. Even if you stop the bleeding here and there it’s just a matter of time before the cause or the disease strikes again and kills the 20th and beyond in an extremely short time span.

I digress I’m infected by this poison and I can not stand it, yet the doctors aren’t any better equipped to deal with the problem or interested. Perhaps I need to change doctors … yeah I think it’s time to change doctors.


Have a great day and play nice in the neighborhood.

Ciao,

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